I think i'm depressed and I am,it has always been a struggle for me since i was a little girl.
That's why when i put myself together on the outside, it makes me feel more together on the inside, because I am making an effort . When I don't,the feelings of, "I don't care," or, "I'm too tired to care," only makes it worse.It's as simple as a new piece of garment for me even though the joy of that only last a minute.It's challenging, like getting to the gym when i don't have the energy but once i go i feel great afterwards.
But whatever it is, whatever the effort, hopefully it helps with happiness too and things start to feel normal again.I know i have so many things to be happy about and i'm very thankful for every little thing.I'm blessed with a lovely family and even though i miss the rest of them my hope is for one day we all to be together again.Some people just don't understand how sensitive i'm when it comes to the people i love and miss,i can't ignored the time and the moments we have shared and lived together all my life.
But i always pick myself up ,i always find the way to make things go on,i know time is the best healer for any circumstances.And wearing or buying something new or colorful is what I hope to feel better. It's my terapy sort of. I hope you like this unexpected color blocking assemble that by putting it together i didn't realized it until a woman at the bank complimented me on it.
What are the things you guys like to do on your down days?what have work for you guys?Do you also go through hard time once in a while?
Hope you can relate to this a little bit and know you not alone,there is always something that by the end of the day puts a big smile on your face.And that for me beside clothing or dressing up,most important of it all ,is a kiss and i love you mommy from my two adorable boys.